Friday, August 14, 2015

Picture Proof Of My Computer And Work...

These are pictures I took today of me with my computer desktop and the editor or preference that I use for writing. That's my computer desktop and that's me beside it.

My current desktop at home on my first screen. I have two systems and two screens.

It turns out that what this cult have been doing is trying to push someone else's bad onto me from inside the building, painting me publicly as if I had a drug problem by the cult's form of abuse and harassment in place of this other person as a sort of Crossed Swords which is a variation of the story The Prince And The Pauper. A common dualistic archetypal theme in literature throughout history.

The cult appeared to be using it to steal the credit for my efforts and to apply them to someone else (a group of someone else's all members of a cult who does that kind of thing to people).

So the cult doing so have some form eavesdropping technology inside of the building that allows them to spy on people's computers and then share the output with their local cult members who use it in this community and city wide competition of stealing the credit for that person's work and applying it to others while dumping the worst identity onto their swap victim. The cult then proceed to punish and abuse their victim for the other person's bad or just stalk and abuse them to make the victim's reaction and behavior fit the activities of the other (usually drug related). I don't use, buy or sell narcotics so there should be no contention there.

Had to be a little bit of an acrobat to get the Prt Scr key on my computer to take the picture.

Its how the cult conduct character assassination and destroy the victim's future audience and marketability. A sort of pre-emptive censorship whereby they make the swap victim appear intolerant (I probably do as a result of what this cult has stolen from me in terms of time and abuse by such an illegal effort). This is civilians who conduct it by the way and often very abusively. Some even believe the victim to be "possessed" by the person(s) they've been swapped with so that further complicates things. Its how this cult steal someone else's efforts and credit them to someone else. When you catch onto it and expose it, they might try to turn the tables on you.

A picture from my computer desktop I used when I was writing A Lady's Prerogative and Stories From The End while I was at Heyworth House, a homeless shelter in Toronto, Canada. I was homeless for 8 years but I spent every bit of that time working to get myself off the ground and often fighting for the rights of others and myself including fighting for the right to vote while in a shelter and with little identification. I always vote. This picture was sort of a scarecrow that I used to warn the eavesdroppers to stay away. I don't think they listened. Ironic with poor Cecil in the news having been beheaded by that trophy hunter. Maybe there's a bit of symbolism intended there? I think that this cult steals the identity of people who really try and push themselves to succeed and applies that identity to other people to fuel their lives. In return you usually get pushed into the ground.
On a blog I write that is the official blog for one of my books, The Butterfly Dragon, I cite a list of people I feel who've contributed something good to the symbolism of what is put forth by the book itself. There's some very successful people in all measures of success so the cult would just imply that I was stealing from them rather than making my own way. That is not the case because I wrote and released freely the first draft for The Butterfly Dragon without such a list and had it published for a long time here, on Poetry And Fiction before moving it to its own official blog at

An over-exposed image of my application programming environment.

The cult further were trying to paint me in such because of the culture of my love interest (who is an Oriental lady by the way) and to substitute me for someone else in here to prop them up, while having my family think that I'd fallen into drugs or some other manner of disarray in my life which again is not the case. I have don't use any drugs at all. I rarely drink. My biggest problem and obstacle then is this cult and their very illegal activity in terms of monitoring a person for their form of theft.

So after having been homeless for 8 years while this cult did the same thing, attempted to steal all of my accomplishments, when I finally got housing and managed to get a foot hold that might finally pay off for all my hard work, this cult uses it and my proximity to steal it all and destroy my repute.

So occasionally I get a bit short tempered (never abusive by the way) with their activity and that further serves their purposes I suppose but as long as I can plead my side of the story everything should be find. So there's a group of people in my building who steal what I accomplish to fuel their own lives while trying to disconnect me from my online identity so they can apply it to someone else.

All that in Regent Park, Toronto, I guess that's what they do to guys who were homeless for 8 years after they get housing and have written nearly 7 books (two of which are published on Amazon and the other 7 are to be released over the next five years), about fifteen useful software applications (two of which are currently published and one is for sale) and a whole host of original music compositions. By the way, no mental illness and no, I don't imagine this. Its real and I have witnesses in Toronto as well who've forwarded the information and even recordings and video of the cult's harassment in progress to the authorities as well. I've even reported it as well along with the illegal surveillance. So no, its not a case of me imagining anyone is out to get me. Its a cult that does this as a means to steal their identity from a victim while applying their identity to the victim. They are also racist in the sense that they are against my love interest being an Oriental lady and as you can clearly see, I'm Caucasian and I think that to this cult that is "no good" to put it how my love interest might say it.

There's no good reason for it. I am not a member of any criminal gang or outlaw organization. I completely support a free and democratic process, Government, taxes and the services we need to run society safely. That's not where my gripe is at all. Its a criminal gang that is doing the eavesdropping illegally (though there seems to be a benevolent side to it as well), not the Government.

Its civilians in other words and they're using it to steal from innocent persons. In my community I am a high priority victim of this very frequently. I am not a member of any anti-Government group or ideology so its not the Government, its civilians doing this, and they blame Government because usually the ones who blame Government are the ones who are guilty of doing it to other civilians. They're trying to hide the blame for what they're doing on the Government. I am not even a victim of mental health issues nor do I use narcotics of any kind. I don't even smoke.

I think if I expose it, there's always someone who will try and paint me as being crazy or seeing "black helicopters" and the "men in black" or even a Government conspiracy. I'm probably more a Jose Chung than anything though with a taste for a certain older Oriental lady (and she's a lady believe me!). The cult try to disconnect you from anything that you've been a fan of in the past by breaking away the characters one at a time as part of a social competition they conduct. If you expose it and their methodology, you're nuts. Its that simple. So their thieves and you're nuts. Regardless they're a civilian group that uses illegal eavesdropping technology to spy on your computer to steal from you and then covers it up by painting you as being on drugs or mentally ill when you expose it. I also support Gay rights and Gay marriage as well, something else the cult might be against despite the fact that I am heterosexual.

The cult make it a dualistic means of stealing what you accomplish to fuel their lives, while dumping their garbage onto you. When you have too much of their garbage, they use you as a weapon against others (ie trying to trick you into dumping the garbage that they put onto you onto other people who oppose them).

So for the cult its about taking from you without recognizing your name or your accomplishment. Most people who follow that way of doing that to other people have their name (and picture) on just about everything that they do. Some of whom have financial empires built upon their ideas and ways of doing things. If you truly believe that a person should not be recognized for their efforts and the application thereof, then perhaps the first thing one should do is remove their name and identity by throwing away their wallet, smart phone and anything that identifies you and links you to your accomplishments and assume a number as your name. I believe in sharing for certain because that's what I did with my efforts (even while they were being taken from me without my approval by illegal eavesdropping).

I also believe that there should be a reward for the efforts one makes and when those efforts prove to be prosperous to others, then that should find its way back as well. There's some kinds of exposure that have no price but because we live in an economy where people have to earn money to have a roof over their heads and to eat from day to day so they can have the means to produce whatever it is that contributes to that whole we have to put a price on our efforts. Anyone who disagrees with that then throw away your bank book and income derived from your work.

Its a part of life and it doesn't go away by making someone who speaks up for their beliefs and their efforts when they've been stolen from by making them out to be a "complainer" or "negative" or the hate side of a love hate paradigm or as having "bad blood" in a blood based paradigm. Just because I spoke out in my last post about people who smoke pot in public in proximity to small children and other toddlers during the early part of the day with no regard for their right not to be exposed to it.

A little waft of that in a small body would probably be a very harrowing experience for a little body like that. Keep in mind that this complaint is coming from an ex-smoker too, that is someone who gave it up years ago and I'm not dancing. So hate does not mean love and love does not mean hate by the way.

Even the members of my family and my friends some of whom are more liberal than I am are considerate to that degree and would never impose another person's space in that regard without respect for their rights as non-smokers.

As I put it yesterday, you wouldn't leave your medication lying around on a coffee table for a little four or five year old to find thinking they'd come upon a stash of candy. Why on Earth would marijuana, crack cocaine or any other narcotic be any different?

Keep in mind this is a cult who has chopped off my rights to even be social with Women (me the writer of A Lady's Prerogative and The Butterfly Dragon who has a history of girlfriends most of whom would get monthly full body massages from myself and never, not once were abused by me at all). I've never been promiscuous or even cheated in a relationship and I've never once fathered my own child but I've bore the blame for others who have. And I have my rights cut off in that regard socially but they'd protect a crack cocaine dealer in my place to retain their right to procreate? I can still physically do so and am capable of creating a child, but this cult's activity is geared to isolating their victim so they can use you to fuel the life of someone else they're trying to get off the hook in that regard and by making you pay that price, it makes you appear intolerant. Not objective and protective. Intolerant. Oh and my love interest is someone I used to give weekly full body massages to and never once did I renag on that when we were together. I haven't been in a relationship for 5 years and 2 months and I'm not a casual sex kind of guy so I'm pretty safe. As I've said my love interest is an Oriental lady and that's that.

The cult basically use you as a means to power other people's lives but do nothing to return anything to you for your efforts. In other words you are kept secret to rot away while the cult steal from you secretly to fuel the lives of their members. That means illegal surveillance and eavesdropping to steal your efforts and the credit for them. They do little to nothing in return and when you get to market with the fruits of your labor, they do nothing from that point either. So all the interest you see in what you were working on is just nothing really because it was being credited to someone else's life as if it came from them. So as I said, they're thieves of what other people say and do. Nothing more and nothing less. I've never done any such thing to others and I am not a pirate by the way. Maybe I'll consider canning my books for the time being until I get relocated to a different living circumstance or until the Police or RCMP do something about it.

The cult further make it into competitions of transferring the bad of others between two people who unknowingly compete between them for the burden of that weight. If its something like say. SPOUSAL ABUSE, the cult might have the members of their gang stalk the person whom they are trying to transfer that burden to and try to get a reaction from them that makes them seem capable of such an act. With the members of this cult watching via their illegal eavesdropping or sharing the results via other stalkers, its sort of a gladiatorial game where the cult make people compete for the responsibility for deeds they did not commit. The teams try to make it look credible for each side of the competition by stalking and abusing them so that they can get a reaction that looks credible enough to make that seem plausible. That's how they clean themselves and their members off by the way.

If your beliefs have rules like not to judge others, then the cult make it a competition of trying to trick you into judging others just so that they can setup someone else to judge you. If your beliefs say not to burden others with that with which you would not want to be burdened yourself, then the cult try to trick you into doing so by filling you up themselves by their constant abuse. So this is a very nasty cult that both uses illegal eavesdropping and constant harassment to accomplish their goals. They might sell it as being beneficial, but it is anything but in all honesty. Its about destroying a victim's life by pitting them against various belief systems. As I said, if you report it to the authorities they'll attempt to make you appear mentally ill or on drugs or both by trading your identity with someone who is just that and playing on the negative stigma of either. By pitting you against someone who knows you, they're hoping to get you fighting using the worst that you know about each other. The cult do this especially to couples or former couples and again not for a reason of any good at all but because they build by contrast. That is they build someone else up to be good not by building that person themselves, but by stealing the good of someone else that they knock down. That's their form of masonry. So they don't even use their own bricks because they steal them from someone else's finely crafted house. So kind of like fake masonry that salvages from the lives of others whose lives they destroy for that purpose.

After the abuse I received for the whole day today from this cult, I still managed to release a new update to my application Shhhh! For Windows at 9:15 PM EST which I sell online for a very modest $3.00 CDN of which 25% goes to the Sick Kids Hospital. I actually used to buy a bag of toys and deliver them directly to the hospital while I was homeless by the way and did that every Christmas for five years in Toronto, Ontario, Canada.

So that's what has been happening with my efforts and why some of my posts here and in person rants seem so long winded. You'd be the same way too if you'd been targeted like this.

But the above pictures put me with my computer and the editor I use to write the stories and software. I use a variety of programs for composition. It sounds like their effort to destroy my repute and ensure I sell nothing. No books. No software. Nothing. So in other words, this cult wants everyone to be a burden to tax payers and the Government rather than earning their own way. I believe is a social safety net but I don't believe in a social safety net that imprisons those who are trying to become independent of it to earn their way honestly in society. Don't get me wrong, I love my home city but I can't appreciate that such activity would be allowed to happen at all.

Brian Joseph Johns

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Books and software available online. I'm officially in business.

Some of my books have been made available online through Amazon and I have software available from Shhhh! Digital as well.

The first books available are as follows:

A Lady's Prerogative I: The Full Edition is available for purchase from through my Tales Of The Sanctum blog, the official blog of A Lady's Prerogative.

Shhhh! For Windows an account password manager with its own scripting language is available from the Shhhh! Digital site. I wrote the software and have been using it since version and have over 150 accounts in mine. Each account and password stored in it is fully compressed and encrypted so your data is safe and can be instantly recalled via a user definable hotkey combination. You can either have it type your password or a user definable text macro with variables for you, copy it to the clipboard or both. It comes with an easy to use custom built-in help system including a searchable command set for the script engine.

25% of the return on any products or books sold are donated to charity either related to the storyline of the book or in the case of Shhhh! For Windows, to the Sick Kids Hospital.

The blogs I've mentioned above are official and run by myself as the author as well, including the software package above (which I designed and coded for my company: Shhhh! Digital).

During the process of building this in the last five years (the books were actually ideas from my early teenage years), I've received a lot of flack and even theft attempts by some organized criminal elements operating in my neck of the woods who literally can spy illegally on others' computers and share such information for the purposes of theft, and often do so in attempt to steal creative properties like these from those who create them. Much of the grief you may have seen posted here is a direct result of the actions of such an abusive group locally.

There is a local group who make it a game of dumping the responsibility for their actions onto you while stealing the credit for your good, so that when you go into legal business, their "cult" take what they dumped onto you and make it a burden for your customers. That way your business is sure not to sell any products and the cult have a person that they can use as a garbage bag for their activities. So that's how this cult has been attacking business and the efforts of others' getting onto their feet or even succeeding. They need to be formally investigated by the law as the cult locally steal from their victim while destroying their chances for prosperity altogether.

Just to assure my potential customers, this is not a scam. These items are all registered for sale under local and International tax laws. The items for sale are registered under the local Government as well. The charitable donations are logged, tracked and made available for public scrutiny on each of the sites and are/will be updated regularly with details about any such transactions.

Brian Joseph Johns

Friday, July 10, 2015

About My Book Characters...

For those that think my characters come from video games that I play, I'd say no to that. None of my books are fan fiction (though I had started some stories based in the Marvel Universe and the Star Wars Universe that I'd put on hold about a year and a half ago).

I write the story first and the characters I slowly develop as the story progresses. Sometimes, when I am part way through what I am writing, I want to visualize and get a better picture so I try creating that character in a video game. I recently wrote an article about this topic. That starts with a character from my books that already exists, not one that existed in a game world, or that I created for a game. I've never taken any of my characters or the ideas for my books from another creative property.

It would be fun to write for other pre-created worlds and concepts in a fan fiction story, but for now I want to get my own well founded first.

So the Butterfly Dragon and her counterpart the Dragon Butterfly both are my concepts and characters and started from my own ideas (away from video games). The Butterfly Dragon existed as a counterpart to Alicia Westin's Night Style character, and as the foundation of their friendship. Keep in mind that I am doing this on a very tight and limited budget and pretty much by myself. If I could afford to hire artists to work with in developing concepts then I most certainly would. For now its just myself.

So, I just wanted to say that the characters and stories are completely original (not coming from any video game or other source) and the delay in publishing is as a result not my intent, but a result of this cult.

I am Brian Joseph Johns and this is

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Music, Composition And Literacy: Are We Really Composing Or Just Faking It?

Recently I've been getting attacked on the fact that I use a music editor that is used for mixing pre-sampled music quite often. Some of the claims goes to the ends that I can't really play, or I can't play live. If I record a guitar line using my keyboard and include it in my composition, then I'm made fun of in the fact that I'm not really a guitar player.

That's the truth, I'm not really a guitar player at all. I know about 15 chords and that's about it but with my theory background and about a year of practice, I'd be able to call myself a guitar player.

Not that I'm jealous though there's a joke in the music industry that keyboardists are all really just frustrated because they never became guitarists.


Maybe guitarists are frustrated that they never became violinists.

They usually have a come back for that one that goes: we're really not into sax and violins.

It's true though that the electric guitar became the violin of the modern age, so guys like Eddie Van Halen, Joe Satriani and many others really were the virtuosos of the modern violin.

Anyway, this isn't about keyboardists versus guitarists. Its about the fact that just because you use a sample and midi editing software that includes a prepackaged set of samples, are you really creating music?

That answer I'd say is a twisted one but I'd say yes in certain terms but different people do different things with it and for it. Could you play your creations live or in an acoustic set with other session players? I mean something that you composed via sample mixing. Most in that aspect are mixing music and not delving into the world of melody, harmony and rhythm (not referring to the Kybalion brand of rhythm mind you, that some people might use to try and manipulate you), but mixing is a talent and a skill all in itself and a part of the fold.

In most such editors though, there's the option to record your tracks live off the floor or record them via a MIDI (Musical Instrument Digital Interface) instrument (like a keyboard) or a step recorder (the equivalent to notation in the world of MIDI, might be a standard notation interface like the ancient program for the Atari ST series called Notator or a step time editor where you can set and delete individual notes in a time line).

The reason that sample mixers and midi editors are so powerful is that they make great scratch pads for jotting down your musical ideas. Usually most people might come up with a motif they like musically or melodically, and work it around into a series of themes and phrases maybe hammering out a structure for the overall piece. Then they get down to recording it. If its a commonly patterned piece of music like most pop music with the structure:

hook intro / verse / transition / verse / transition / chorus / verse / transition / chorus / bridge / instrumental solo / transition or verse / transition / chorus to fade

Not all music follows a structured patterned like that (take classical music, progressive rock and contemporary jazz or many kinds of ethnic music) but that's most common for standard radio airplay tracks and popular music.

Most popular music is composed in short segments called bars. Usually a bar has four beats in 4/4 time of which most popular music is composed for its time signature. The top 4 means that there's 4 beats to a bar, and the bottom 4 means that each quarter note gets one beat (one count). In other kinds of music such as a shuffle you'll find 6/8 time signature or for most rock and roll and blues you'll see 12/8. Pink Floyd's Money by the way is in 7/8 time with a 4/4 instrumental bridge.

In our pop song above, you might figure out how long each section is and what kind of a rhythm section (once again, not the Kybalion kind) you want for that part of the track, so you might compose a drum pattern with one of the midi instruments or VST (Virtual Synthesizer Track) to compose your drum patterns for each part.

Then you might come up with a bass line that goes with the motifs you've come up with. Usually most bass follows and accents the kick drum of your drum pattern, and follows the tonic (the root note of the currently playing harmonic chord) in your motif. Sometimes your bass parts might benefit from a bit of fills and riffs, or even getting into the area of harmony (playing parts that aren't always following the tonic). Billy Sheehan, John Entwistle, Verdine White, Adam Clayton and Geddy Lee are among many bassists who write and play some of the most creative and versatile solid bass lines memorable in pop and rock music. If you want to get creative with your bass lines, listen to their music for an idea of just how unlimited the bass really is and can be.

Each of those parts are called patterns and they're easy to work with when editing your pop song. All of them arranged together to the structure of your song is called your bed tracks. That's usually composed of drums and bass and any other rhythmically oriented tracks.

After doing so you might do the same for your harmonic lines. Those are anything to do with the harmonic composition that compliments and accompanies your melody. Keyboard pads and guitar lines often fill this area. You'd follow the same pattern structure as you would with your drum and bass lines once again for the purposes of editing.

The vocal lines, melodic lines and any solos generally are part of the final was of these means of recording. Vocal lines might include any harmony parts and the all important lead vocal. The instrumental solo just after the bridge and usually played over the musical part of the chorus or verse.

That's structured creation of a song and that's pretty much what you do when you are going for that kind of a sound, in simple terms and explanation.

Now are you creating if you do it with a sample editor? If the melody and the majority of the harmonic parts are yours, then yes. The question is though, could you play it live or in an acoustic unplugged set? If it has a lot of samples that you didn't write or play, then the answer is likely no.

Part of composing music is arranging and that's part of it to. Any great piece of music can be redone into an acoustic version, without production and maybe played with just one instrument or maybe just one instrument and a vocal line. Even the most over produced and latest electronic dubstep and dance music will find a classic audience when that generation reaches their 40s and 50s, you'll see the dubstep generation playing their music on guitars and pianos in acoustic sets. Most of it follows the same idea that a memorable and striking melody line, harmony and rhythm is what it takes.

Not all music is composed in such a "canned" method of doing so and a lot of purists believe that doing so takes the "art" out of composition. In other words, any time that you try to pattern something into predictable time slices of experience and reuse them over a period, you're really taking away from the essence of what art is about: familiar unpredictability. Knowing enough about what you're seeing or hearing to gain some familiarity with it while being presented with enough unpredictable experience so that you're learning or considering something new. A new point of view that you might not have considered.

A musical motif that gives you goose bumps when you hear it. Some symphonies will build on a theme, and touch upon it many times throughout each movement, but rarely the exact same way as the previous passage of that theme or motif. There are different kinds of music for different situations and the amount of time and the atmosphere around which the music is providing a foreground or a background. So that does not make pop music lesser than other styles of music, just more suited to different situations and listeners who invest a certain portion of their time to music. For instance some music combines many elements (such as accelerando and diminuendo) some of which can't be achieved with some software or have to be mimicked (turning the metronome off and playing your tracks live and slowing the tempo or speeding it up gradually as need be). Even some modern dance and electronic music takes advantage of this. Dynamics are an important part to composition as well (how much presence a part has versus how little and how that changes over time). A lot of modern music plays with dynamics on many levels, with frequency filters for some parts (which would be like automating your graphic equalizer to vary itself over time in tempo with the music), and many other techniques as well which were not a part of the tools of yesteryear (though some very inventive musicians learned how to do so with bowing techniques on their violins and string instruments or by making parts for their instrument like the mute of a trumpet or putting a towel on a kettle drum).

When you make music with software there's probably going to be a few people who don't believe that you wrote it, that you just grabbed some samples and mixed them and tada! There you have your shiny new song. That impression is something that many composers must overcome. Being able to play your piece acoustically live (on a piano, synth, guitar or other instrument) is one way of convincing naysayers but you have to ask yourself, why do you need to convince them? What are they doing? There were naysayers when the electric guitar amplifier was invented. There was an outcry when the guitar was first invented just as there was for the piano. Music used to be for the privileged and only those who could afford an instrument and the training to read and write music were allowed to play it and most certainly compose it. Portable instruments were at one time by the

Nobles and the Church had seen as a bane to society and that is not to say that they were bad, but more likely worried about the power to read and write music falling into the hands of the common people. Much like the transition of mass literacy requiring the invention of the printing press and the spread of ancient works for everyone to learn to read (such as many religious texts which actually resulted in the spread of literacy). There was a time that playing the wrong harmonics could get you a death sentence (the famed interval known as the Diablus En Musica). Counterpoint was developed (used in many Gregorian chants) around this idea and around a rigid set of rules for how linear melodies could be combined. If the melodies ever crossed the Diablus, it was seen as an omen or could result in the death or imprisonment of the composer.

Funny enough this mode of thinking was present right up until the evolution of early blues and rock and roll and is why when blues started to spread in popularity, there was an outcry against it. That's because the Diablus En Musica (the devil in music) is an interval of exactly half an octave. This interval occurs in nearly all dominant seventh chords (eg. A7 that is a+c#+e+g) by way of the major third and the flat seventh and is a natural part of the fifth mode of the major scale (Mixolydian). The dominant seventh chord is present in a lot of rock and popular music, but the Diablus interval is present in some of the greatest works of all time as well. So maybe the real Diablus was in those who tried to stop the spread of music and literacy. So every time another tool comes along that puts an art form in the hands of many, there's always going to be some people who try to stomp it in some way. Most of the people who try to stop it are those who want to wield that power for their own or reserve it for a certain few or those who are afraid to try to learn to do it themselves. Maybe even jealous.

Keep in mind there's a whole new brand of theft too that's been taking advantage of technology, that plays upon duality, whereby one group of people might spy upon someone creating, and try to build the same or similar thing at the same time while tricking the originator into contradicting their own creation. That way, you seem not to really be defending your own efforts. Then they make it a competition between the two for the credit despite who really came up with it. Many people and teams play in this sort of competition and as a result and the real creators could end up being at a loss as a result while thieves ride of the wings of those who created it. I'd honestly say to watch out for that if you write or compose. Chances are a lot of the naysayers about whether you are really writing or not when you compose via technology are actually part of that idiom. I am definitely not a member of any ideology that does things that way.

Everything that I compose, I can play live if I had to on the piano or a keyboard because I do nearly every one of my instrumental tracks via recording (except on the rare times when my ASIO drivers aren't behaving and I'm fighting latency issues). I've probably lost more recordings and compositions over the years than I have with me now (at forty or fifty pieces of music I've composed as far back as the pre-computer portable four track era).

Even the stuff that sounds like it was recorded on guitar because I really played it on keyboards, not guitar. I just know enough about guitars and theory to be able to play a lot like a guitarist.

Maybe that's because I'm really frustrated that I never became a guitarist.

I think its because I really like playing with my organ  and I like sax and violins (that didn't quite come out the way it was supposed to).

I mean, I can't keep my pianist down.

Errr. Maybe that's enough for this article.

Brian Joseph Johns

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Of Butterfly Dragon, Dragon Butterfly and character design...

I've been playing games from the Saints Row series. I am a firm believer in the fact that books, movies, television and games are a great way to and that they are make believe. That means that you can peruse them with the only risk being emotional.

They are most certainly a powerful medium and most parents' efforts should be directed towards getting their children ready for when they can make their own judgements about what is right and wrong, and learning to accept the responsibility for their bad choices but teaching them to feel confident enough to make the right ones. The ones that they wont regret years down the road and decisions that they make of their own accord (ie not as a result of peer pressure or their impressions gained by outside influences that contradict their own notion of good and bad and everything in between).

I don't have any children, which means I am free to peruse whatever I like in terms of entertainment (I usually like very good stories, drama and action in my movies though I like story driven movies as well). Some movies and games that I peruse have violence in them but I am not a violent person really. Some movies and games that I peruse have references to drugs (or more recently, drug use in one of them).

When you buy a movie, a book, a television show or a game, you only get to see the cover and short caption related to the plot. When you buy it, you are taking a chance that it is going to be in your tastes and hopefully that it is going to affect you in some way. Challenge your thinking and sometimes even shock you because when it does, it makes you think about things you might not have thought about from the safety of your predictable surroundings though I like predictable surroundings. So they're a thrill from the safety of your zone of predicable safety.

So as I said, I bought Saints Row 4 and Saints Row 2 on sale expecting something a little bit different and it has such a good interface for doing characters that I thought I`ll do up a character of Butterfly Dragon (in Saints Row 4) to how I envision her, and see how it goes. I managed to get her pretty close to the look that I envision but the costume needs a lot more work seeing as it is a canned suit from the game. The character's looks appear almost exactly how I envision her though aside from her clothing.

I`ve done the same in DC Universe Online (I`d do the same thing with Marvel`s games but they haven't put one out where you can design your own hero using Marvel`s system and powers).

In Saints Row 2, I created the Dragon Butterfly to how I envision her (obviously limited by the fact that it is multiple choice really, but I got it very close to her look and she really looks great in terms of design though not enough choices in clothing or tattoos).

While playing the Butterfly Dragon character in Saints Row 4, there is a questionable scene where the character actually gets involved in the "partying", which goes far beyond anything I'd envisioned for the character and the Butterfly Dragon, but this isn't the story of the Butterfly Dragon. It's the story of Saint's Row and I put a character from one of my novels into it and got some unexpected results. So the reason that I am saying this is because if anyone out there that is carrying the "weight" or aspects of the Heylyn Yates character from my book The Butterfly Dragon II: Dragon Butterfly, watch out because some people might try to put something onto you that is not a part of the character Heylyn Yates (Ai Yuanlin Ying).

She's a headstrong girl as she was growing up. She never really got into "partying" a lot because she was always so obsessed with designing and spent a lot of time training for her three black belts (in Kung Fu which I believe does not use the Kyu system of progression, Tae Kwon Do and Goju Jujitsu Ryu). The character does drink on occasion (though rarely excessively). The character does not get involved in much more than that at all.

So if anything comes your way in regard to that, keep in mind that the character, or myself do not condone excessive activities in that way. That just means, its Ok to have fun responsibly, ie don't drive if you're drinking, stay away from drugs and make sure you stay with your friends and leave together (leaving the driving to a designated driver or even better, a taxi). Heylyn rarely does "party" though she loves dancing and drugs are not a part of her being at all. So the Butterfly Dragon has nothing to do with drugs in that way. She helped Monique to get away from a path that could have landed her in a gutter. Heylyn is head strong, independent enough to make her own decisions and she usually makes good ones. After the runway fashion shows she designs for, there is often an after show party where she usually socializes with those in her business over a drink. I myself don't smoke or use narcotics at all and I drink on occasion so don`t expect those things from the character or myself.

I posted this partly as it seems that the cult spying on my computer illegally (again, I am not a criminal or a member of a gang and its conducted by a local collective in the community illegally) seem to have a pretty good idea about the people I used as a character reference for the characters of my books. So this is mostly a heads up to those Women to be on guard for the activities of this cult in relation to the characters. If you start getting stalked about activities that don't seem to coincide with the characters of the book, chances are its the cult who conduct the illegal spying at work. Their reach is quite far and devious though I'm working on getting them "caught" with their hand in the cookie jar.

As far as Dragon Butterfly goes, she too is even more rigid that Heylyn. I can`t say too much without giving away plot details. She is a ruthless killer, who will befriend someone and then quickly dispatch them to seek and ends to her ultimate goals which I will never divulge. In the Saint's Row universe, she'd never get involved in running an empire and be more likely to take them down, though its not quite so simple as that. You wouldn't be likely to meet her in an office party as much as running into her on the street. She'd just kind of show up from out of the corner of your eye.

Again this is just a testing ground to try out various designs for the characters and in case someone is carrying the weight of those characters. I never take anything that I write from a video game. Never. I write first and create the character in the book and start the book off, then after a few chapters in I might try to feel them out in a game or even a 3D program or Photoshop (from scanned hand sketches). Games are great tools for that and giving them a bit of a visual life. The game designers really put some great tools for designing the facial features and body that make a lot possible in terms of character design.

As I was getting to my point about books, movies, television shows and video games. As Forest Gump's Mother used to say: Books, movies, television shows and video games are like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get. When you buy it, you're taking a chance. Nobody should ever be penalized for the movies they watch, the books they read or the television or video games that they play. They're make believe. You never know what's going to happen between the beginning and the ending. You might not agree with it, but its part of the experience. I stand by that fact that they are and should be protected forms of expression. Hopefully most people will use them responsibly as such.

I honestly think that games and movies are a lot alike in that aspect and some games like graphic novels and books are designed primarily for mature gamers. In many households across the country, there are adults, couples, game parties and many other experiences that have turned it into a social endeavor. Though I'd be just as likely to curl up with Heylyn on the couch and watch a quiet movie together (in my dreams), I believe in the fact that those mediums of presentation should always be well protected. Years ago some people tried to ban Catcher In The Rye and even The Chrysalids and comic books from Libraries and Schools too. When perusing a form of media like the ones I`ve discussed, you might see something that you don`t agree with, and if it challenges you to think about that aspect of life or another point of view, then its done its job. You have to be challenged by something to consider why it is you disagree with it. Some content is not intended for younger viewers and people have to remember that with books, movies and games.

Though I enjoy the Saints Row series of games, I wouldn't like being a gangster, even if the gangster is the focal point of the movie or game. Then again, does watching The Silence Of The Lambs make you an FBI agent or a serial killer? Does it mean you agree with serial killing? Or even just killing? None of the above. It challenges you to take a trip with characters that you grow to identify with (or don't identify with at all) and then venture with them through a an adventure or trial of some form. They either survive, changed by their experience or they don't survive. In either case can it can be an enlightening experience and perhaps it is one of the most potent forms of learning by the fact that you can have such experiences without the real life risks.

None of my written characters are based upon anything to do with the video games that I play at all. I write, come up with a character in the book, then try to manifest that character in a video game so I can try to embody the characters in the game world.

So to play as a gangster does not mean to agree with them anymore than it means to watch Silence Of The Lambs is to agree with serial killing. Now someone is going to bring up the show Dexter.

I am Brian Joseph Johns and this is

Monday, July 6, 2015

Before Anyone Has To Dance On The Issue Of Racism About My Articles...

Just in case anyone happens to imply that my articles are in any way racist or that I am of that nature, here's some information for you.

First of all, some of the earlier readers of this blog might remember that I had a story on here entitled: The Answer Is In The Keys. It was a story about a war time business owner in New Orleans who sells his family business and buys a night club smack dab in the middle of the New Orleans strip near the French Quarter and Bourbon Street. The character was actually written as an African American. The night club starts out with a thud and he fears that he'll lose his business until one night a mysterious and beautiful lady shows up. She commandeers a drunkard from the audience who turns out to be a washed up jazz and blues all star. They start showing up and performing and the night club starts to fill. All of this to the background of war time New Orleans in the late 1930s. I've been there before (when I was a kid my parents took us). It was a sort of tribute to the jazz crooner Ella Fitzgerald and another fellow Canadian Oscar Peterson. There's also the fact that I am a pianist and keyboardist as well with a lot of other influences. I kind of pictured the lady singer like Rhianna or Nora Jones (both visually and vocally). Zoey Deschannel too (she's got an awesome voice). I stopped writing it on the basis of harassment I was receiving from some people locally in the area and ended up canning it.

In 2001, I actually helped an Iranian lady to get away from a relationship where she was subject to abuse (she'd show up to work at her donut shop with a black eye nearly every time I'd see her). She ended up fleeing to another country I believe with a bit of help from the authorities. I ended up being stalked by her husbands friends for a long time for meddling. Apparently he had some powerful contacts. From what I understand she's living a full and happy life to this day. I still get trouble and revenge attempts related to that situation even to this day. Likely but not certainly the majority of my troubles.

My last girlfriend from five years ago is Korean, a beautiful Woman and a great relationship as well. I was very fortunate to have had such a relationship with her. She ended up getting stalked a great deal as a result of her mixed culture relationship with me. An issue I'd never experienced until recently.

Before that, I was in a very serious relationship with a beautiful Chinese Classical Music and Ballet dancer. She is still a very strong influence on my life and being as well and I don't think a day goes by I haven't thought about her. Certainly a beautiful Woman.

I am single now and have been so for five years living a pretty solitary life though my current love interest is also an Oriental lady.

Lastly, my story A Lady's Prerogative II: Wounded Aerth, one of my favourites for its scope and some of the issues it tackles. It involves a multicultural cast and crosses into the folklore of many different worldly origins. That is a finished recently book (first draft).

The Butterfly Dragon as well, is a story that represents the lives of two Women, the daughter of a Chinese immigrant who befriends an intelligent girl at school and helps her to overcome her confidence issues. The girl she helps goes on to discover a formula that has the potential to cure many degenerative diseases. They end up reuniting to change the world as superheroes, attempting to recover the formula when it is stolen by a corrupted investor. That is a finished work (first draft).

So if you're being forced to "dance" because you read my stuff, keep that in mind.

In my last article I talked about how a contrast is needed to make extremes. There are people in this world who knowingly plan to make someone look worse by abusing them for long periods or victimizing them, knowing that when they break down and react it will serve to make someone else look that much better than them. In other words making someone the bad side so that someone else can look like they are really good. Extremes are also easier to swap. You can't swap the moods, behavior and reputation of someone who is balanced because it has no extremes. So consider anything whereby you might be forced to "dance" on the basis of what you watch, read, listen to, play, talk about or experience as an attack on your being. You're free to do all of those things and shouldn't have anyone teeter you back and forth alone or as a group hoping to tip you over to one of the extremes hoping that you`ll react enough so they can charge you a debt for your reaction. The people who do that are thieves and the only debt they're creating is theirs. They won't get away with it for much longer...

Keep in mind also that as I said in the last post, there's people right now who observe other people's communications illegally (criminal gangs too) who use this observation to steal what they say and do. That's not being paranoid. That's just a warning.

Brian Joseph Johns

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Proof that I'm Brian Joseph Johns...

Someone just called my home phone number (land line) and the number listed was my own phone number.

I have two numbers, one for the cellular and one land line. Someone just called my land line and the call display displayed my own phone number.  In other words the person calling was calling from my own phone number which is impossible.

More proof that this cult are trying to swap my identity with that of someone else, and more reason that I will contact the Federal Authorities about this in person though this time.

The cult want others to believe that what comes from my computer is coming from another apartment in the building (200 Sherbourne Street I live in apartment 701 which is where my home phone number is registered to with Bell: 416-203-0928) or another residence across the city. As I've said, this cult has been trying to steal my identity for a long time. There's an illegal eavesdropping technology that is being used by a criminal gang inside of the building that I've reported a number of times to the Federal Police. This by the way is coming from someone who is not mentally ill and who is not a drug user.

I'm 6'0" tall. About 165 lbs. Dark hair like in the picture and 47 years of age. Let's just say that I have "hazel" eyes.

Here's some proof that I am who I say I am... A video so you can match my voice up with the image of me... Do I really sound like that?

Here's a document mailed to me from the Toronto Government...

Now one from the Ontario government... Ontario is the province where I was born. Contrary to popular belief, I am not from Nova Scotia. Maybe the identity of someone I'm being swapped with?

One from Canadian Government... The people to whom I file my taxes every year. The same people that organize the vote that determines our next elected leader. I also vote. Did I mention that my parents taught me about filing taxes from the time I was 14. At the same time I got my first official job scooping ice cream.

One from a charitable organization I support...

Now my location in Google Maps... From my address of course in Toronto

A bit further out so you can see Lake Ontario

And even further out so you can see the Canada and the United States...

How about the lower left corner of my first computer (I have two running 24/7 crunching numbers for Math/Science/Disease Control/Cancer research). The desktop on the computer I use...

I'm usually working on Delphi stuff like this...

Or writing my books on blogger. You might know this one...

Now this is from my second computer, the one that crunches number for Boinc projects and World Community Grid pretty much 24/7. I often change the wall paper.

Now here's the image of the incoming call that whose caller id showed up as my phone number... But that would be impossible because I was right here in my home address to see that call... 
And I most certainly didn't call myself... despite the fact that I could use the company...

Oh, and here's proof of my residence at Heyworth House... Which was required to vote at the time... Another thing that I had to fight for the right to be able to do. My effort in that regard actually made it easier for those without a full time residence to vote. A very important right I'd say.

Here's part of my daytimer from Animation Group Ltd. and FFP Ltd. from 2003

And another image from the same daytimer...

Can't do much more to prove it than that but that's enough for certain.

Oh and I'm circumcised but I can't show you that and don't really want to.

As I've said, there are several criminal gangs in the area that I live that seem to be using illegal eavesdropping locally to steal what I accomplish on my computer.

That includes attempting to steal the credit and identity of being the writer of:

Poetry, Fiction, Software, Graphics, Music, Ideas (Author, Columnist And Composer)
The Butterfly Dragon Official Blog (Author)
Tales Of The Sanctum: A Lady's Prerogative Official Blog (Author)
The Field, The Butterflies And The Dragon (Author)
Stories Before The End: The End Of The World Club Official Blog (Author)
Welcome To The Pleroma: The Archive Official Blog (Author)
Shhhh! Digital Software (Developer)
Delphi Tidbits (Columnist)
Risque Factor (Commentary Blog - Adult Topics) (Author)
and more recently Once Written, Once Read

Those are all the blogs and columns that I write. I have no staff. Its an effort I make by myself.

Around here the criminal gangs and a cult seem to steal your identity from you and use it for themselves. That means swapping your identity with someone else and making it a game of competing for the best one despite who you really are. The same gang use illegal eavesdropping to accomplish these goals locally. That means that I could end up with the identity and repute of someone who sells crack cocaine on the other side of the city while they become a writer and coder. Then the cult close to you abuse you profusely for the actions of that person. They believe that it links the two of you except that they often do this with more than one person. The eavesdropping technology is used so that they know roughly when you've worked on or completed something that's worth stealing for their own. The cult and criminal gangs actually believe in some cases that they are "controlling" their victim into doing those things and use that as a justification to steal them from their victim. I also think that they do this in groups so that they can make their victim the hate side while keeping their gang members or those you are being swapped with as the love side. This is because they believe that a person's good flows from negative to positive while a person's bad flows from positive to negative. So if they abuse a productive person constantly, that person cannot hang onto their own efforts if they succumb to negativity as a result of the constant abuse. They are very centric about "pure" blood by the way which I presume means being of "one" culture. I am not an overtly blood centric person at all.

Sometimes they do so by swapping the identities of people on the other side of the city. This is the group that has been responsible for the stalking in my community and the constant abuse. Much of this occurs because my love interest is Oriental. My love interest is not nicknamed Karma (or Jafarma?). She's a beautiful lady for sure but maybe not a possibility (anymore). Still I have to stick by what I believe. I don't lie either.

Hence why I am not blood centric as that would prevent me from being able to share my good with the cultural group of my love interest. Something that you want to do when you are in a relationship, courting or trying to spark her interest.

So rather than me sharing anything good with my love interest, the cult locally have been stealing that by swapping their identity and mine. So they get the credit for whatever good I do, while I end up abused for their bad and believe me, its bad. Its around the clock as conducted by this cult.

The truth is that I live alone. I am single. I have no children and have never fathered any. Ever.

I don't pirate movies, music, software or books or anything for that matter. I pseudo work in that industry. Why would I want to steal from others in that manner? I know how much work you put into just one creation.

I am not an abuser. Nor do I sell, use or buy narcotics whatsoever. I don't even smoke. I drink occasionally (about twice a month) but its not a priority. I am not a cheater or Womanizer either nor do I hire anyone for sexual favours. I don't sleep around and am and always have been monogamous. I haven't had a relationship of a sexual nature for more than 5 years. That means of any kind at all.

The cult and criminal gangs that are doing the identity theft and abuse, purposely try to break a person away from allegiances by making them carry the burden of other forcibly and then as different teams, abuse that person continuously for those burdens. I don't mean occasionally. I mean all of the time and taken part in by everyone. The burden associated with doing so is absolutely incredible and beyond what most people could be capable of comprehending. You'd have to be subject to this for years to understand. This is the same group that makes it into a competition distributing a person's good by the concept of negativity and positivity. The good of a person flows from negative to positive and the bad of a person flows from positive to negative. The cult use this to their advantage, in some areas getting large numbers of people to pick on one person in a timed manner, so that the victim's reaction puts them on the negative side, and they end up with all of the garbage of the people who've abused them, (as by that time they've usually switched sides to behave less abusively and more positively). The cult also do this, and then after the victim reacts, attempt to charge the price of a debt against the victim for their reaction, never acknowledging the fact that they abused the victim in the first place. To the cult its their way of making a garbage bag out of a victim and then charging them a price for it! The ultimate degradation of a human being. That aspect is very real. They actually make plans to divide up their victim's efforts amongst them too. Not very good at all and that's how they use the eavesdropping technology close to the victim. To spy on their computer in order to know what there is to steal from them in this competition. This is not something that is conducted by everyone. Its usually a group of small groups around the victim trying to impersonate different ideologies as a means to trick the victim into breaking away from them and to make the victim seem intolerant to those that support them or their cause. Usually this means rocking them back and forth between two extremes to achieve this goal. The cult then steal the deeds of the victim and credit them to the members of their cult.

Recently on a chapter of The Butterfly Dragon II: Dragon Butterfly, they've been trying to do this with the latest chapter, The Meeting. During a meeting between the main characters of the story about an upcoming event in their city, they come up with the idea to include city workers in one of their events. The cult locally interpreted this as either me being "controlled" by someone else and tried to steal it for that person's credit. I am dead serious. This is the daily game for the cult locally and they are nothing but the thieves of other people's deeds. The cult have been doing this to me for years (from about 1990 trying to trade my good in a series of dualistic competitions). The cult do this with many people, having two compete and then crediting one with the good while burdening the other with the bad. The cult make it a targeted effort of stealing from one person this way and emptying them onto someone else. That means they even try to steal your past and history for their members. They are the scummiest of the scum as far as I'm concerned.

The cult and gang organize themselves around people who support and believe in an organized society with laws, and those who don't. The cult then attack their victim trying to draw them onto the side the doesn't by way of reaction (the cult doing this actually believe themselves to be a manifestation of the religious idea of "hell" and actually use the colour brown to represent that idea). Most of the people involved in this activity are in support of things that they'd rather make others carry the burden of to the extreme and really make those burdens heavy. They literally as a group subject their victim to this constant abuse in place of their members for their bad deeds. They use this as a method to "disconnect" or break their victim away from other competing ideologies by subjecting their victim to this constant abuse for those they want to "disconnect". The motive for doing so usually is so they can claim the victim as their exclusive source (remember they steal the credit for victim's deeds and identity) while making the victim into their exclusive "bag". Where I live this is a constant effort by the cult and gang that does that and that means having no peace while I write, while I write software or compose music. The cult often wants to steal the impression of doing those things anyway, so slowing me down would go a long way towards making me look incapable of doing them. I am almost certain that this cult planned this for certain, though there is no good reason for doing so. The cult also believes that I am under someone else's control, which makes things that much more difficult (having people believe that you are not yourself). The cult and criminal gang believe that if they can get a hateful reaction from you, that they have possessed you with their essence. Many of the people who do this actually do so in protection of crack cocaine and are looking for a place to "file it" away from themselves making their victim carry the brunt of the social abuse the cult gives for it. As I've said, the cult use it to disconnect their victim from others based upon different possible affiliations. So if they want to disconnect you from anything that protects you as a victim, they'll pick someone from that group association that has a burden that they make you carry the weight for, making it extremely heavy (meaning harassing you around the clock day and night for it despite the fact that you have nothing to do with it) until you break it away yourself. Then they move on to the next association or affiliation you have that they want to disconnect. I don't think its Scientology, as this is conducted by neighbours who are more tied up with the crack cocaine and underground economy more than anything. Its connected to something else for certain but probably trying to make it look like the Scientology method of disconnection.

The goal is based upon the idea that two people are linked, and help each other carry their burden while sharing in their good. So this cult has devised a method of finding these connections between people and on each side, attempt to set up situations that they can use to burden the people on either end to break that connection. They do this by setting up the situations with the people on either end of the connection (two people linked to one another by the burden they carry for each other) and on each end they attack the two people trying to break them away from each other by making those setups a huge burden for each of them (often by verbal stalking and abuse). Many people attribute this to ideologies like Scientology (and others) but in fact, its the people trying to break down and discredit them quite often. The cult prey upon the naive and their set ups take advantage of that. By the time most people figure it out, its usually too late, the cult have thoroughly damaged their victim's life by that point. Around here, this whole aspect has been completely unruly in that regard since the beginning of the millennium. I think the cult has been hunting down such connections, especially if they are between someone rich or famous and someone that they have easy access to. The cult as well create their own links and use them to siphon from their victim their efforts for the credit of their other members. So they are definitely a kind of thief that there is no name for. The kind that steals a person's words and deeds for their own credit and benefit (and that does not refer to any performing arts by the way).

They're whole goal seems to be based around tricking you into contradicting earlier statements you made so they can claim they are or were controlling you, and steal those accomplishments from you and credit them to someone else (often a member of their gang or cult). They actually make that into a competition, going right back into your past in order to accomplish that for their current members that knew you at that time.

I have a feeling that there might be a few more similar victims of this kind of thing as well where a collective conspires to steal another person's identity and repute while unloading theirs onto someone else upon which a group of people abuse you for that identity while they benefit from your good actions.

I am not a member of any criminal gang or cult that would conduct such abuse.

Brian Joseph Johns

I am Brian Joseph Johns and this is

Hate is not love and love is not hate.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Congratulations To Two Internet Innovators...

I'd like to take a moment to catch up on some needed news with two announcements.

First of all, congratulations to I Justine on her new book release at iTunes!

Secondly, congratulations to Yaya Han on the release of a comic book character based upon her called The Wonderous Girl Saga 1 and 2, both available from Lion Forge Comics.

See her site where she talks about having the chance to collaborate with Lion Forge Comics on the series.

I am looking forward to reading both at some point in the near future!

Brian Joseph Johns

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Thanks Phone Company!

I'd just like to say thanks to my mobile provider. I just got the new number set up so now I'm verified account holder for all of my content. All the blogs and my youtube  content as well. Thank you to the divine Miss M, who handled the account setup professionally and politely.

Also, I just wanted to say to my friends in Boulder that I got your call and just in a Nick of time too. Maybe its a sign? So I think that I'll just sit back, relax and bomb a dill pickle down my gullet. I might feel a bit better if I do though that's not dodging my support of the rights of those who've fled to the Haven. That's what the Sanctum is about but its time to make way for WestmeeteasT.

I think that the neighbours are knee deep in Fallout New Vegas from the sounds of things and I'm going to stay away from there, so if you're in my loop, I'd say watch out for some refuse that is not mine. You wouldn't want to end up a trashcan, man or m'aam.

Besides, I don't have a guitar and if I did, I'd probably have a more difficult time playing it than a piano though I hope Beethoven doesn't roll over. I guess I can't get any more cryptic than that. Non-cryptic? My love interest is Mandarin Chinese.

So I'm watching out for those of you who I picked as the source design for the characters of those stories because I don't want you to end up with anything bad at all.

Have a great evening and I hope its an even better day tomorrow.

Brian Joseph Johns

Friday, May 29, 2015

Origins, Ideas and Inspiration

This post is not so much a gripe as it is a bit more constructive, though I don't take back what I've said about being abused and stalked. Its a harrowing experience and one that I shall never back down from but not just for myself but for its innocent victims.

Yesterday morning I purchased a project kit (something like a raspberry pi) which met my design requirements and very limited budget. It was advertised as a wearable computer which is something a friend of mine that I had worked with in the past had spoken of.

I have no intentions of building a wearable computer at all and as a matter of fact, the device I chose to work with was actually a bit too big for what I have in mind, but it's a great device and it seems to have a great variety of features and information to draw upon. So I have no intention of building a wearable computer, or for that matter stealing anyone else's ideas even if they were a part of Dick Tracy comics more than 80 years ago and part of his wrist band communicator back then.

But if you did want to build a wearable computer, or a HMD (Hat Mounted Display) Workstation (the computer on top of the beak of your baseball cap while a mini lcd that flips down from underneath the beak with camera based gesture control system like Microsoft Kinect), or the micro brain module for a giant robot, or the software and algorithmic systems of a biomagnetic diagnostic device similar to a medical tricorder from Star Trek using a phased array of small magnetic field detectors attached to the device and breaking down the output for analysis by frequency spectrum (Fourier or Fast Fourier) and then apply a heuristic algorithm to recognize patterns that represent anomalies that coincide with common health issues, or even evaluate different clothing wearable solar charging capabilities to power or charge such a device with the sun when you're out for a stroll (for a few ideas off the top of my head), you might want to check out the ODroid.

Keep in mind that you'll be getting your hands dirty in programming code (I haven't seen mine yet but I'm thinking whatever is available that I work in for the installed O/S which is either Linux or Android) and maybe a bit of solder. I like coding, but I'm still a bit wry in the improvised electronics department. They're still usable though without the need for tinkering so that's always an option too.

So check out the ODroid if you're the mad or happy inventor type (or both like me). Then you might want to order from ameriDroid like I did (I'm sure they'd love the business though its a high demand area right now with great potential).

They'll ship it to you good and quick and in no time, you'll be building that giant robot, or a micro-controller for a fleet of ten thousand flocking algorithm based aerial drones to wreak havok on your enemies.

Hwaaa haa haa haa haa. <rubs hands together>.

...for ten minutes until the batteries run out and then you have ten thousand dead flocking drones fall from the sky at once. Still working on overcoming that hurdle.

Personally I'd want to use such a system of flocking drones for search and rescue operations. My love interest where ever she is right now made me say that part.

Highly recommended if you're a tinkerer or aspiring tinkerer like myself.

None of my ideas, including A Lady's Prerogative or The Butterfly Dragon come from others. Some coming to life were inspired by others and there's a very big difference. A Lady's Prerogative started with a tale I wrote in my pre-teens about a Witch who used her powers for good and formed a group of like minded Women with such powers to do good. For the show Charmed, A Lady's Prerogative served as a tip of my hat to the creative people who came up with the show, neither is really similar beyond the fact that they both put Women at the forefront and as the central heroes of the idea. Its an inspiration. Just like Joss Whedon's adaption of Buffy The Vampire Slayer for television and all of the shows it spawned or just about any James Cameron movie where the Women are central figures and the driving force to the plot (though I still think that Tia Carrere's character in True Lies should have had a redemption scene and switched sides but that's another matter). Big influences in my life, but not the source of my material but rather partly the inspiration for it.

The Butterfly Dragon's first story where the field appeared was when I was around 13, and wrote a story about Weltherwithsp's field and about what happened when someone left some trash in it (ie someone dropped a can). My parents even read that story too. No Weltherwithsp in it yet, but that was part of the plan (although his name had not been thought up at that point, but there was a dragon that lived there mostly because one of my favourite tales when I was a child was Puff The Magic Dragon which my Mother used to sing for me with her guitar). The Chinese influence in the story is and Heylyn's character (whose real name in the story is actually Ai Yuanlin Ying) is a composite of some very influential Women in my life, including two who were girlfriends, both of whom were from the Far East. Norler is a bit of my dad, and a bit of some other guys that I've looked up to and very much respected for their world view and attitude. What they did with their influence no matter where it came from (even the friend who came up with the wrist wearable computer idea is in the character for drive and fairness in business). When I was growing up, I knew a girl that was a bit heavier that was very pretty and she ended up with a good looking boyfriend. She wanted to be a lab researcher (for real and I mean that). So Alicia was inspired by her, and a character who represented beauty on many levels by her intelligence and virtue though she might have lost out had she not found a friend like Heylyn who helped her to get over her lack of confidence and poor self image. This is the power of the Butterfly. Beauty and artistry are not just about vanity and selfishness at all. That's what the whole children's story of the Butterfly Dragon is really about. The idea that those who people might see as being the most frivolous and unneeded might be the ones who in the end save you.

The story is published at The Field, The Butterflies And The Dragon, a children's story that I wrote to accompany the story The Butterfly Dragon: Heroes Of Our Own and to represent the story that Heylyn's Mother and Grandmother told her as a child. As a child, Heylyn got it right away and when she was older, she used her artistry and talent to help Alicia overcome her poor self image and her fears.

Here is the children's tale in full:

The Field, The Butterflies And The Dragon by Heylyn Yates (as told to her by her Grandmother and her Mother when she was a child)

Dedicated to Universal Children's Day

The Field...

This tale is about a large field where many creatures lived

and to the things that lived there the field was their entire world.

All of the creatures that lived there lived there in harmony,
and some were more dangerous than others.

They still managed to live together peacefully.

There were the creepy crawly ants with their long antennas.

There were the slimy worms with rings around their bodies.

There were the buzzing hornets with their sharp stingers.

There were the slithering snakes with their tough scales.

There were the squeaking mice with their sensitive whiskers.

There were the soaring birds with their plumage of feathers.

And there were the butterflies with their grace, beauty and artistry.

They had no enemies and the field would provide all of the food that they needed to grow up and have children, starting the whole cycle over again.

It was very peaceful there until one day the animal collectors happened upon this field.

A very vile group of animal collectors whose cruelty was without equal would collect the most beautiful specimens of each of the creatures and keep them trapped inside of a jar while they tormented them.

These cruel animal collectors would show up and claim one of the most beautiful of each of the creatures from the field young and old alike every time, taking them away never to be seen again where they were kept in a jar while they were tormented and exploited for the benefit of the animal collectors.

The creatures had a meeting and every one of them that lived in the field showed up.

The creatures tried to figure out what they were going to do about these cruel animal collectors.

The mice said: The snakes can bite them.
The snakes replied: They're too big. They will throw us and stomp on us.

The worms said: The birds can eat them.

To which the birds replied: They're too big. They will hunt us down and capture us too.

The ants said: The hornets can sting them.

To which the hornets said: They're too big. They will smack us with their hand and we'd have to say "bye bye".

The birds said: The mice can scare them.

The mice replied: They're too big. They'll just jump on us and squash us flat.

Then the butterflies said: We can stop them.

To which the rest of the creatures laughed asking them:

What ever can a butterfly do?

All you have is grace, beauty and artistry?

The butterflies left the meeting feeling worthless and like they could not help because they could not do anything but be graceful, beautiful, artistic and vain while all the other creatures could at least do something.

...The Butterflies...

One night the butterflies got together and decided to make a cocoon.

When they made it they included an antenna from the ants,

a whisker from the mice, a feather from the birds,

a stinger from the hornets, the ring from one of the worms,

and the scale from one of the snakes, and a pair of their wings.

Then they left it to grow and grow it did.

One day the cruel animal collectors returned to the field to collect one of each of the rest of the creatures.

Each of the creatures was put in the jar as the next one was collected.

When the animal collectors went to take a butterfly the already humongous cocoon opened.

...And The Dragon...

Out came a ferocious Dragon.

The Dragon had the wings of a butterfly so it was beautiful.

It's butterfly's wings had the feathers of a bird so it could fly.

It had the scales of a snake so its skin was tough.

It had the antennas of an ant so it could read minds.

It had the whiskers of a mouse, so it could sense danger from afar.

It had the rings of a worm, so it could heal very quickly,

And It had the stinger of a hornet so it was deadly.

The Dragon said to the cruel animal collectors:

You've taken one each of the creatures of the field.

You may keep each one but for a price.

For the mouse, I will take your left leg.

For the worm, I will take your right leg.

For the ant I will take your left arm.

For the bird I will take your right arm.

For the snake I will take your neck

and for the butterfly I will take your head.

The animal collectors dropped all of the creatures they'd collected that day and tried to run before they were stopped again by the Dragon.

The Dragon spoke:

For all of the creatures that you've already taken I will take your lives.

The animal collectors cried:

No, no! We shall return them at once.

The animal collectors returned a short time later with all of the creatures they'd collected and set them free though the creatures had been tormented to no end and were emotionally frail and distraught.

The Dragon then asked the returned creatures whether the animal collectors should be allowed to go free or to pay the price to which the creatures replied...

After the creatures had made their decision the creatures of the field never laughed at the butterflies from that day forth and they lived happily ever more.

The End

So that story is really only a piece of the whole and it is not taken from anything else that I've seen or read by someone else. It is inspired by the people that have made a difference in the lives of others that few seem to recognize but I think that is changing.

The ideas are drawn from inspiration, not someone else's control. There's a big difference. Control is the usurping of someone's freewill by whatever means to bend them or twist them into saying or doing something that they might not say or do otherwise. Inspiration is the choice of an individual to acknowledge and represent those who've set examples before them that have affected their life for the better. Control over another is the antithesis of freewill while inspiration is the manifestation of freewill with regard to others.

While control might be fun role play to some in the bedroom (me included), in real life situations using any abusive means, abusive emotionally, abusive physically or abusive biomagnetism to do so and especially against the freewill and consent of a victim is just plain wrong just as reversing the definition of words to their opposites to get away it is. Once again like a rapist who uses "I thought no meant yes" as a defense for their case. Regardless of whether one is sure or not, one should always stop and talk if their partner is saying "no" or "don't" or "this is making me uncomfortable".

Unfortunately my stalkers and tormentors, the ones I complain about from time to time are not as such at all and freely attempt what they do without mercy. They believe for whatever reason that their essence makes a person do what they do, and they've made it a competition of twisting this effect to their benefit and for their credit. A form of theft and extortion if you will. Even something like this post they'll try to steal as their own for their credit and then dump their day's deeds upon their victim (while of course they parade my deeds as their own). They even use illegal eavesdropping technology for spying on what others do on their computer so they know what there is to steal using their method.

Even the impression of their want to control others via hate, they often try to push onto their victim (myself they do this to often). I would never try to control anyone against their will in real life, but often I get punished for what this cult attempts upon me.

It regularly swaps identities with their victims so that one of their members might seem to be the victim while the victim is the perpetrator! A very devious cult for certain and one whom I will never trust again. Ever. Every time I've relaxed enough to let down my guard, they've done the whole thing over again. Once bitten, twice shy.

So suffice it to say that A Lady's Prerogative, The Butterfly Dragon and The Field, The Butterflies And The Dragon are all my original stories with original characters not taken from any creative property. The superhero characters of The Butterfly Dragon don't have their origins in name or abilities in any other character that I've seen in comic book or video game history. They are inspired by all of those who I've taken time to mention in my inspirations page and many more that can be found on The Butterfly Dragon page.

And by the way, my real life love interest is a Chinese lady and the way I feel about that is something that only I can change and that she has the last word on. This cult has been trying for years since I`ve discovered them, and they've not budged me even once since I've known about them and their schemes both past and present. I am grateful and very fortunate to have been in a relationship five years ago with a Korean lady, my last relationship to date (and I don't sleep around and I am definitely monogamous). I have always been grateful when a lady chooses me and shares her time and her intimacy with myself.

Thank you for reading my books,

Brian Joseph Johns

The story The Field, The Butterflies And The Dragon is a mythical fairy tale written by Brian Joseph Johns for the story "The Butterfly Dragon: Heroes Of Our Own" also by Brian Joseph Johns

Dedicated to children everywhere and released on Universal Children's Day.

For my Mother Rita Johns with love made butterflies her whole life. For my Grandmothers who taught their children to love. For Yi with just the same. For Jan my friend and priceless in a deadline. For Jasmine may you find your peace. For Yaya Han who might be what Heylyn Yates would be like in real life. For Kelly Hu who is as I pictured as Heylyn in look and in character. For Miranda for being a real hero. For Katrina whom I hope achieved her goals and dreams. For Giselle, Hannah, Lillian, Jennifer, Keri, Louise and Lianne lovers and friends alike. For Jake and Carter who helped me to remember what it was like to be a kid again. And to my family thank you.

For Moms and Dads of all nationalities everywhere who care for and nurture their children.

Look after your field and remember that your butterflies might be your saviours some day.

Assumed mythos origins for purposes of the story:
Far East, Norwegian, Scandinavian, Polynesian, Aboriginal North American

Themes: defending grace, beauty, artistry, the vulnerable

Heylyn Yates (Ai Yuanlin Ying) is an assumed name for the purposes of the narrative of the story, The Butterfly Dragon: Heroes Of Our Own.

Copyright © 2014 Brian Joseph Johns